When old friends become new lovers...anything can happen.
Sexy, gifted, and loyal, PI Jacob Decker is a tall, cool drink of perfection who had Emmanuelle Holmes at "hello." His relationship with Emme's best friend kept them apart for years, but things have changed. Now that a case has brought him to Gnaw Bone, Colorado, the road is wide open for Emme and Deck to explore something hotter and deeper than Emme dreamed possible. So why is she sabotaging the best thing that's ever happened to her?
It isn't easy to catch Deck off guard, but Emme does just that when she walks back into his life after nine long years. The curvy brunette had her charms back in the day, but now she's a bona fide knockout . . . and she wants to rekindle their friendship. Deck, however, wants more. Emme's always been the one; she excites Deck's body and mind like no other woman can. But a dark chapter from Emme's past overshadows their future together. Now only Deck can help her turn the page-if she'll let him . .
I dropped my leg so I was sitting cross-legged in the couch and leaned into
him. “Honey, you remember everything so I don’t have to remind you I haven’t seen
you in nine years. I dig it that we reconnected and I love having you back.” I again
threw an arm out, this time toward him and back to me. “This is great. You and me
spending time together, shooting the breeze. I missed that. And I get it that friends
make gestures, but this is too much.” His eyes warmed during this speech and he took his arms from the couch,
bent his legs, leaned into them, and me, and put his elbows to his knees, never
releasing my eyes. “Baby, I want you warm and liquid. The first bein’ physically, the second bein’
financially. You stop payin’ so much for heat, you’ll have more money for the rest of
the shit you gotta do.” This made sense. But he’d again called me “baby.” And I needed to address that. So I asked, “What is that?” His head cocked and his eyebrows drew together. “What’s what?” I drew in breath and on the exhale, stated, “You calling me baby.” Then I went
on quickly, “Not that I don’t like it. It’s sweet. It’s just not…” I hesitated, “us.” Something happened to his eyes, his face, his whole big body and that
something made me brace at the same time it made my heartbeat escalate.
“You know what it is,” he said softly. I didn’t. “I don’t,” I shared. His eyes stayed locked to mine and I knew him relatively well, or I used
to. But even if we hadn’t been separated for years, I still would not have been
forewarned to the fact he was about to blow my mind. “Before, we had Elsbeth between us. My head was fucked about that, about
her, and it took almost a decade to get it unfucked. Lookin’ back, havin’ you back, I
now know and I reckon you know, that’s the way it was. She was between us. She
knew it too. And she didn’t like it. But it didn’t matter. My head was fucked so I
couldn’t see clear of her and not doin’ that, I didn’t see you.” I knew my lips had parted. I also knew my eyes got big. And last, I had no clue
what to say.
So I said nothing. “Now she isn’t between us,” he finished. It was then I knew what the “baby” business was. I just had no idea how to react to it because I never considered it. He was
beautiful. He was kind. He was smart. He was funny and interesting and affectionate. But he was my best friend’s boyfriend. That didn’t mean my mind didn’t go there in vague ways, not stupid enough
to wish for something I could never have, just silently covetous of what Elsbeth had.
And, because of all that he was and that Elsbeth had it, in the end, infuriated she
threw it away. Angry enough to end an important friendship because of it. Sitting there, all that was Jacob, and all that being spectacular sitting across
from me, holding my eyes, I finally understood that the reason I was angry at my
friend was because, in throwing Jacob away, she took him away from me. And now I had him back, but also, he was saying I’d always had him a
different way, we just didn’t go there and he was going to take us there. Yes. I had no clue what to say but my body had a clue how to feel. Warm and
there were a lot more tingles.
“Jacob—” I started on a whisper. But he interrupted again.
“You saw me, asked me out to dinner that same night, no fuckin’ around.
Since then, you’ve called twice for no reason except to connect, and, baby, before
you freak that I noticed that and what it said, I’ll tell you, I’m fuckin’ glad you did
and I’m also fuckin’ glad about what it said. The boyfriend you were on the fence
about, you got off the fence in less than twenty-four hours after seein’ me again and
decided to get shot of his ass. And you didn’t waste any time gettin’ me right where I
am tonight. That is not friends reconnecting. You know it. So do I.” “I—” “Don’t deny it.” I shut my mouth.
Kaleidoscope begins when Emme and Deck run into each other again after nine years of being apart. They use to be really good friends when Deck was dating Emme's best friend, but when that ended he never saw Emme again until now. Now not only is she living very near him, he's also having to see her for other reason. And Emme is completely different from the person he knew so long ago... And now these two are going to try to rekindle their friendship, and maybe more but others seem to be getting in the way of that.
This book was very very good. I love this series, and pretty much every book in it as been spectacular. And this one was no exception. I loved Emme, she's seriously one strong woman even though she's a little bit messed up. And Deck is just as awesome, but he's also very sweet, even though he's a major alpha male. These two together was explosive, and I loved it. I also loved getting to see Emme be the one with demons, not Deck. And her's were pretty crazy. But it was awesome to see them work through it all together. I don't want to give too much away so I won't say more about that. But as always the writing was awesome, and the story held me captivated from the beginning until the end. And now I want more! It was also awesome to get to see characters from previous books as well.